Wow Wow

Wow wow, a month i have not post anything here. Too occupied by hubby, assignments, lesson, work. I began to miss the life when no part time course, stay at home with Tiong-san enjoying our times together. Sometimes I just too tired, did not spend enough quality time with him.. He is an understanding hubby, helping me out on some chores at home. :)

Now I must learn to juggle my time well. Time management is something I have to master, juggling my personal life, work and study at the same time. But first of all, i must not be to perfectionist, can't set too high standards for myself. I dun wish to stress myself, cos health more important. There are other priorities that come later to accomplish. Must tell myself to take it easy.

I like both HRM and MM modules, first time do assignments for both is quite tough. But I think I still doing ok. Just keep up momentum :) Enrich my knowledge, brush up my soft and written skills and hope to improve my ability in handling life and work.

By the way, I have taken my 3rd jab. Last jab to go on next month and the menopause effect will last 2 more months. When seeing others having new member on the way, can't help feeling useless and helpless at times.

What a morning...

Weather was cool when I stepped out of the house, spotted dog faeces at my estate. Many owners didn't bother to clean their dogs' business, resulted town council issued a notice to fine these inconsiderate people.

When I reached city hall, rain was pouring and I didn't have a brolly with me. Luckily, a nice lady sheltered me to capitol building. I must really thank her. She made my day.

Here, I like to share my incident happened yesterday. Well, it started when I was the 2nd last person to leave office. I decided to switch off part of the lights, accidentally switch off the light where the last person sitted. This last person is an uncle, immediately gave me a sullen face, total blackout look. Of cos, I apologized back, then asked him if the printer needed to switch. You know this rude, low eq uncle replied (with sullen face): " Dun bother to do anything!" I din replied back and left the office feeling so ill-treated. I know since my 1st day, he is hostile to me for no reason. Probably it could due to my position is 1 level higher than him. He is those kind who speaks very nicely to his comrades and the managers and above, and treats bluntly to those he dislike. I'm not 小气吧？

Anyway, my intention is to speak out the unhappy moment and move on to make the rest of my day more fufilling. Oh, the natural phenomena - solar eclipse occurs today but Singapore dun get to experience much. How i wish to go to Szechuan there to catch a glimpse of it.

TGIF :)

Yo, I like to recommend a bakery that I think is pretty homemade feel. I believe people in Shaw Tower or nearby know which shop I refer. The shop name is Wooden Spoon, opened by a friendly auntie. Situated at level 1, opp of Loy Thai in Shaw Tower.

I tried her pandan raisin muffin, pretty unique and tastes good. I also bought her mocha mini cookies too, worth to try. She told me her fav's raisin scone was great and it sold out pretty fast. Her business was so good during lunch that not much was left.

By the way, I just knew the Sofra turkish restaurant at level 2 was closed. Too bad that I have not have the chance to try their food. :(

No matter how bad is the economic, people still need to fill up the stomach. Don't sell food at high price, earn what people can offer and still can make profit from there.

Strange body temperature

So fast, I'm going back to work tomorrow after a month rest at home. For the past month, I would say I adjusted my feelings from the downside. Give myself a good rest at home. There are lots of times I with myself, lucky me that I didn't give myself too much thinking, broad about the matter. Instead, I look forward to spend my time on giving myself nutritional food, watch nice videos and challenge myself in FB to break new records.

What changes is I watch out what I eat. I try to cut down chicken wings, especially. Health is important, I want people around me to be healthy too. I also watch out Tiong-san diet too. Doing my best to give him healthy food, making sure his well-being. The reason is we have a long way to walk together.

O yes, these days my body temperature is slight differ. It could due to the injection I took. My gynae told us about the symptoms I might encountered, experience higher body temperature, moods change etc. Hmm, I think I just put it as my observation. 3 more injections to go.

1 year older

Hmmm, right.. my last twenties this year. But i think I oredi in thirties, is a good sign, i guess.

By the way, next week I should be able to go back to work after this long MC. The key-holes wound are healing, the stitches soon to be fully absorbed. :) I have been watching many shows in this period.
Japan drama series - Boss, Mr brain
Taiwan drama series - 败犬女王
On-going movie - Quantum of Solace, Detroit Metal City

I have been crazily playing bejewel and typing maniac in facebook during this period to keep me going on too. obessed! siao me!

But as my new course kick starts, I dun think I have the time to do these stuff so much. Good enough...

Menopause treament

My bandages removed. My treatment starts today... I may have symtoms like hot rash, mood swings etc...The injection at my ass's muscle is painful.

Feels good to be home

I tot 10 th june end the problem that dwells me for the past weeks. When i admitted to TMC at 1 plus in the afternoon. The procedure that happened next reacted in a fast manner. I think I didn't have the time to build up the emotions of fear or nervous. I know I fall asleep very soon. By the time I half awake, the ops was over. At the same time, feeling nausesous on my head and pain at my lower adomen. Vomit is a SOP after the ops since I was on GA. Luckily, i din eat for for a day, so nothing much for me to puke. Another side effect was the shoulder pain, I can't explain why it will have after the Laparoscopy ops.

Anyway, I'm anxious to see my gynae Dr Woo Bit Hwa after the surgery but he din turn up the whole night. I'm glad and blessed that all the while Tiong-san was with me, feeling more assurance at his presence. He gave me 3 big beautiful, lovely sunflowers to cheer his brave gal. He was sweet in his own way. I'm proud to be his brave gal. :)

After the ops, I din have the urge to go toilet. The nurses took turn to gave me a on-bed bowel to urinate... lol.. i not used to that thing. I was on the IV actually, rightfully I should have a lot to urinate. Only till late late night, when my giddyness was gone and I managed to get out of the bed and have a long pee in the toilet. So good...

The next morning, I'm anxious to see gynae and wanted to get discharge soon. Little did I expect that what he was going to tell me embarks a new challenge Tiong-san and I was about to face. Though all my big blood cyst were removed, the damage it causes was difficult to repair. My fallopian tubes are blocked which the chances of natural pregnancy is slim. The option is to go thru the IVF. Other than that, there are still tiny bits of blood cysts along the passage which can't be remove during the ops. Therefore, I have to go thru another treatment which I may experience artificial menopause for the next few months.

At that moment, I couldn't hold back my tears in front of the gynae. The thought that I having slim chances for a baby really sadden me. I feel sorry for Tiong-san that our wish to have a bb is not easily fulfiled. He told me to believe in miracle, to believe in hope. I believe it will be a long journey for us to face the challenge ahead, but we withstand the challenge with our optimism, courage faith and love. I have to believe.

Back home today, feels good and warmth even just the 2 of us. These days will be hard for him, got to take care of me, himself and work. We spent a lot of money on the ops, have to save a lot for the future.